♥ She's inlove with him - 090708 ♥

baby i miss you:(

2012-01-04T16:43:00.001+08:00

Everytime I say I love you...

I'm really trying to say so much more than those three little words.

I'm trying to say you mean more to me than anyone else in the world.

I'm trying to let you know that I adore you and

that I cherish the time we spend together.

I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you

and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts every time I think about you.

And each time I whisper "I love you",
I'm trying to remind you that
youre the best thing that has ever happened to me.

75moredays<33

2011-12-08T14:07:00.001+08:00

i miss you so so bad :((

2011-11-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

Love is a special feeling that bonds two individuals as one.
It’s nice to have someone who will hang out with you until midnight,
someone who will sleep late just because you’re still on the phone
talking about what happened during the day.
It’s sweet when they make you feel
as if you’re the only person they see in the world.
It’s cute how sometimes,
you may have silly love fights but at the back of your mind,
you still want to make it up.
The way you tease each other like kids, the way you kiss,
the way you feel their warm embrace.
All of these are the feelings that you want to feel from someone.
All of these are the chances that you want to have in your life.
All of these are the dreams and fantasies waiting to come true.
But don’t worry. Life will make it’s turn to let you meet that person.
And when you do, don’t ever let them go.

2011-11-15T19:14:00.003+08:00

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

2011-11-11T16:20:00.003+08:00

Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain

2011-11-10T21:25:00.004+08:00

love huh?
just this four letter word can mean so much already.
it can make you happy, it can make you sad
why was love created anyway?
sometimes i wonder what the hell is the word love really meant?
its so hard to fall inlove, to fall out of love
in the very beginning you get so much butterflies in your tummy
its like you wanna see that person 24/7 you just cant stop missing him/her
its such a nice and happy feeling dont you think?
holding hands, first kisses, sweet warm hugs, sweet texts
but then what? after awhile it just get complicated and even more complicated.
cheating on each, getting bored, misunderstandings, problems, fights, arguments occurs
all these things? it'll give you heartache. heartache which cannot be even cured
everyone thinks that love is such a great feeling, i mean yeah it is
but when you get to experience love, its not only being sweet all the way
it gets bitter when the time comes.

so heart tell me how should i cure this heartache?

i dont wanna loose you

this aint no more a dream.

2011-11-09T10:14:00.003+08:00

im not an expert at relationship,
i dont know how to handle every fight were going to have
and i will never be a perfect person.
were both still young and have alot more to learn
but you know what? im willing to take chances, to risk it all.
and learn everything there is to know, just so i could keep us together
i will never give up on you.
thats what love is all about right?not giving up on each other

i need you to know that your my very first and true love
you gave me the love which felt so good and everlasting
its like a magic that sparkles everywhere whenever were together
we had so much ups and downs that happened between us
but no matter what happened or happens, it woudnt change the love that i have for you

i have to admit that i cant live without you
i feel like without you my life is nothing, your just so important to me
i dont know if you know how it feels, how i feel?
were both about to be heading into seperate ways, and thats what hurts me the most
thoughts are coming into my mind, telling me things that i never wanna hear
it makes me so frustrated, i just feel like im losing hope.
all i ever wanted is for you to let me know and tell me that there is still hope
because you will never give up on me as how i'd never give up on you
today's our 40months anniversary, and i just want you to know that
i have never been anymore happier if its not because of you.
you are my world, you are my everything.

if there comes a day we cant be together,
keep me in your heart, i'll stay forever.

2011-11-08T23:33:00.002+08:00

love is all that matters.

2011-11-03T11:00:00.003+08:00

sometimes when you love someone you will get tired of them,
too many fights misunderstandings, arguments, forgiveness and sorry.
and when the time comes, you will realize that
all of the sacrifices and tiredness will make your relationship stronger.

LOVE is such a strong word.

my heart heart is so jet lag

2011-11-02T10:19:00.003+08:00

In another life

I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

all i need is just alittle of your time, a little of your attention, and a little more love
x i miss you so bad, i miss you so bad x

AI "love"

2011-10-16T22:27:00.004+08:00

gorgeous weekend with the boyfriend:))

for you my babyprince:)

2011-10-14T20:40:00.002+08:00

(my heart is perfect because.. you are inside <3)
Dear baby ian,

thank you for all the things that you have given me
be it material or not.
i want you to know how lucky i am to have you,
because you were there when no one else was.
you made me smile when when i thought that
the world will forever make me cry.
you gave me inspiration to go on, whenever i feel like giving up.

you are the perfect definition of a lover worthy to be kept for a life time
because you have your everything to me and i promise that in return,
i will never ever trade you for anything

love, yourbabytweetynat:))

YED DAY @Taylor's Lakeside

2011-10-14T17:31:00.002+08:00

YED was held yesterday,
but i was too tired to even blog about it and i still am:(
but overall, i had fun, we had soo much fun!!
will post more about it soon,maybe later:)

28 things about a girl that a guy should know

2011-10-10T21:19:00.004+08:00

[1] tell her she is Beautiful. not hot or fine.
[2] hold her hand at ANY moment even if it is just for a second.
[3] Kiss her on the forehead.
[4] leave her voice messages to wake up to.
[5] ALWAYS tell her you love her at any & and all times.
[6] when she is upset, hold her tight & tell her how much she means to u.
[7] recognize the small things ..they usually mean the most.
[8] call her Sweetie or BABY.
[9] Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
[10] pick her over all the OTHER girls you hang out with.
[11] write her notes.(she loves them)
[12] introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend.
[13] play with her hair.
[14] pick her up, tickle her, & play WRESTLE with her.
[15] sit in the park & just TALK to her.
[16] tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her joke.
[17] throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because u missed
her.
[18] let her fall asleep in your arms.
[19] carve your names into a TREE.
[20] if she`s mad. Kiss her !
[21] give her piggyback rides.
[22] bring her flowers just because.
[23] treat her the same around your friends as you do when you`re alone.
[24] look her in the eyes & Smile.
[25] let her take as many pictures as she wants.
[26] SL0W DANCE with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
[27] KISS HER IN THE RAIN.
[28] if you`re in love with her tell her.

2011-10-10T00:58:00.002+08:00

Whats levain?:);)

now you know hehe

-Thankyou for the sweet amazing weekend babyprince
i lovee you so much cutie
you just never fail to make me and my heart smile
:)

Levain ♥♥

2011-10-10T00:08:00.006+08:00

how i spent my 39sweetmonths anniversary with the boyfriend?:)

one word,
Levain

kisskiss goodnights:):*

2011-10-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

i love you with all my heart, but i didn't know true love hurts so hard,
i love and i miss you, every single second i wanna be with you,
i know ill always love you, for there is only one love to me, baby that you,
so ill say, im always gonna be with you everyday.

A hug for you means I need you.
A kiss for you means I love you.
A call for you means I'm missing you.

sun is shining

2011-10-07T09:36:00.005+08:00

goodmorningg, feeling like a sleepy head right noww.
been doing tonnes of assignments lately, and YESS its alot of work
:(
pluss,&guess what? panda eyes are coming back
which means that i need more sleep.

but lately ive been having sweet dreams.
sweetest dreams that a girl like me could ever have:)
and its all just because of one guy <3
mybabycutie:)
ive got a new name for you cutie;
Ian Poon Y-Sheng BabyCutiePrince
hahhaha such a cute name right?:)

countdown till 09.10.2011
till here then
x

key to my heart

2011-10-06T21:10:00.007+08:00

I love you more each and every day,
Your so beautiful and perfect in every way,
My love for u will never delay,
I’ll never let go, not even for a day,

I’ll never leave you,
I’ll always be by your side,
To hold you and to protect you,
always making your day shine,

On the day we first kissed,
is a beautiful day,
that I’ll never miss

I’ll cherish you for ever and ever,
I’ll protect you through any terror,
I’ll never make your heart tear,
I’ll only do the opposite and care.

TweetyLove:)

APPLE INC.

2011-10-06T18:52:00.004+08:00

Thank you for all of your brilliant creations
apple will forever be amazing
RIP STEVE JOBS

the reasons of lovee

2011-10-05T10:35:00.006+08:00

1. I love you because you make me happy
-you make me happy more than anyone could ever do

2. I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
-whenever im with you my heart feels so warm and secure.

3. I love your smile
- baby just now that your smile melts my heart and takes my breathe away:)

4. I love the way you say my name &when you call me "Tweety"
-its just so fudging cute the way you call me baby tweety

5. I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
- because then i know that your not lying

6. And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid,
when others would put me down.
- cause im the only one who could make you laugh so hard till you cant breathe:)

7. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry
about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am.
No matter what my faults may be.

8. I love being able to wake up with you by my side,
It makes my days better.
-its the best thing that a girl could ever experience
At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and
feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand and then
reality hits, that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE.

9. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight,
like there is no tomorrow

10. And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss,
the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.

11. I love your laugh
-cause it makes me laugh too

12. I love hearing your voice
-your voice is heavenly sweet and whenever i hear them i just smile non stop:)

13. I love that you get along with my family and friend, no matter how much
you dislike them, or who they are.
And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand
times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.

and the list could go on and on and on,
But the main reason I love you is because
You are just basically You:)

x all the little things you do simply tickle my heart x

2011-10-04T18:25:00.001+08:00

but you've only turned me into a better person:)
el-oo-vv-ee

this aint no more puppy love:)

2011-10-04T11:33:00.003+08:00

The first thing I think of, when I think of you,
Is your wonderful smile.
The second would be your adorable laugh.
I could go on and on, but the list would never end.

I love the way I tingle at the softness of your touch
I love the way you seem to love me, oh, so very much
I love the way I dream about you all throughout the night
I love the way you hold me in your arms so warm and tight.
I love the way it's hard for me to say good-bye to you
I love the way you're perfect in everything you do
I love the way I love you more with each and every day
I love the way I love you more than words could ever say.
I love the way you smile, 'cause it makes me smile, too
I love the way I cannot seem to get my mind off you
I love the way I hold your feelings deep within my heart
I love the way I love you, and I hope we never part.

When I think of the short time
that we've been together
and of all of the happy memories we've already shared
it amazes me to no end
and I know that we were meant to be together.
I look at you and see overflowing love, hope, and joy
As well as charm, strength, happiness and dignity.
With all of these wonderful qualities
it's no wonder I love you so.

long distance relationship

2011-10-02T12:03:00.005+08:00

True love isn’t about always being together.
It’s about loving each other even more each day,
no matter how much time you spend apart.
Distance is not as difficult as many people think it is,
as long as you both put in effort into your relationship;
which means constant communication.
When the time comes for you both to see each other again,
the time and distance spent apart will be all WORTH it.
You may feel lonely and skin hungry, but once you see each other again,
with every touch, hug, and kiss, it’s as if you fall in love with them all over again;
more so, fall in love with them even more than you already do.

It’s never a “goodbye” but always a “see you later”.

sarang haeyo

2011-09-30T19:08:00.001+08:00

Love is not just about finding the right person,
but creating a right relationship.
its not about how much Love you have in the beginning
but how much love you build till the end

and thats what you have showed me, baby i love you so much

Infinite love

2011-09-17T14:57:00.002+08:00

Loving you forever and ever

every love story begins with ...

2011-08-30T00:11:00.004+08:00

truth to be told;
You Make It Easier When Life Gets Hard

ever since i got to be with you, i realized that my life has been so much better with you
i never doubted anything about you, not a single doubt.
there were times that we played,laughed,smiled and fought with each other
those are such great and beautiful memories,
to see the smile on your face, to know how much i make you happy.
whenever im with you i feel like im in heaven,
its just like one look from you gives me the happy tingle feeling.

but everything what makes my heart happy are now..
i guess you can say, going to fade away?:(
its really hard for me, and whenever i hear it you have no idea how much it upsets me
i wish you could stay, and stay by my side all the time.
do you know how much i need you each second? every minute? everyday:(
my life would go to an end without you.
i wish i could stop you from going and beg you to stay,
but who am i to go into your way.
i wish i could tell you how much im going to miss you when youre gone
im so afraid, i feel so afraid knowing about the future.
i wish i could tell you how much i need you by my side each time
knowing that your safe and sound makes my heart feel so complete.
but how if youre gone? i dont think my heart can ever feel stable anymore:(
i admit, each time i think about it, i'd tear up and ask myself
"how now? i just wanna be with him forever"
you gave me unconditional love that no one has ever given me before
i felt so special when im with you.
i'd do anything to make time stop, because you mean the most to me
but baby, im really scared. i feel scared because i wanna be in your heart forever
but my heart's telling me that forever may not exist:(

unstable feeling, uneasy heart

whats your love story like?

2011-08-10T09:03:00.003+08:00

actually my life has been more amazing than i thought it could ever be
and i cant believe that it only took one guy to do so

but the bad part is that, he just doesnt see the same thing in you yet

love is blind

2011-08-09T00:06:00.004+08:00

two types of smiles;
a real smile and a fake smile

-when you think that everything's about to change and grow better
you thought that you can finally smile and be happy every single time.
but i guess sometimes we never really thought that disappointments would occur.
lies,arguments,fights,cheating,the feeling of being unloved
are what hurts the most
when the time comes that you feel like giving up,
then theres something inside of you telling you not to give up
but its hard isnt it? no one in this world is perfect
but for the one that we love the most we are ready to surrender everything
and be the most perfect person for them.
most perfect that they could ever find.
because they dont know how much they truly mean to us
i think time is really precious,so think hard and dont waste even any seconds of your time.
appreciate your loved ones,and appreciate the things that they have done for you
because if one day you loose everything, you wont have anyone to go back to
because then it'll be too late for you to change things back to how they used to be.

x time matters x
love is blind

love

2011-06-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

i'll love you till the end of time

guess whose back?

2011-06-01T14:02:00.006+08:00

IM BACKK:)

it's been longg yess,been ages!!
wait for me updates will update asap
been really busy these past few months hehe
later then,
xx

i was enchanted to be with you

2011-03-02T16:00:00.003+08:00

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

2011-02-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

so far,yet so near
i miss you

uneasy feeling

just stay,and take my hand

2011-02-26T19:22:00.003+08:00

with you forever

When you need someone
You just turn around
And I, will be there
When you're feeling low
Baby let me know
And I, will be there
Won't you let me make it up to you
Now you know where I am
There ain't nothin that I wouldn't do
Just to love once again
Come on over here
Let me show how things should be
I will make it alright
Let me make it clear
You can put your trust in me
Yes I will be there

I will be there
Just take a stand
I'll be here for you
Now and forever
Give one more chance
To show you how much I care
I'll be there
When you need someone
I just turn around
And I will be there
When you're in sorrow
Just let me know and I will be there
-I will be there,baby

theres a painful memory behind for every drop of tear

2011-02-18T11:01:00.004+08:00

"behind every make up and smile, im just a girl who wishes for the world"

sometimes when you think that your happy
and when you start thinking all positively.
thats when a sad little thing could hurt us like fuck.
its hard,yeah its was hard and its still hard
for the past few months ive been telling myself to move on
ive been trying to move on and leave all the painful memories behind
it was going well,until i heard about something which made my heart ached
at the moment,i realized that my heart just stopped pounding
it stopped breathing it was like i was suffocating.
i didnt know how to let this person know
because i just didnt want things to be ruined just because of that one thing
that one things which made my heart so hurt and pain.
but i let it out,ive got to let it out or i'd just suffocate and maybe just even faint?
all i wanted was just for you to tell me these words;
"everythings going to be okay,you dont have to worry about anything
i love you and you gotta just trust me with your heart"
but i guess too much expectations?
it ended up the opposite way,it ended that the way you replied
just made me think that you dont really bother whats going on inside my heart
im so tired,tired indeed of feeling this way
i wanna let go of the past and move on.i dont want it to be hunting me
i hope you understand

V-for Valentine

2011-02-16T12:38:00.009+08:00

Will You Be My Valentine? :)

14.02.2011
its the most simple yet most sweetest and cutest valentines ive ever had
What more could i ask for?
Being with you,what makes my valentines day so great and what?
yes,the best! best of all,best of everything
everyday is a great day whenever i think about how lucky i am to have you
because baby you are impossible to find. (fullstop)
i know this may sound kinda boring to you already
because im always telling you this whenever we see each other
but baby its what my heart is asking me to tell you.
its what my heart wants me to tell you because its what the heart is feeling
and that is...
' baby i really really love you so much '
i want you to know that no one can ever replace or take away your place
you'll be in my heart forever and always,i promise and i swear
because with you inside my heart i can just feel the happiness everywhere
in everything i do,i'll always think of you first
and thats how much im missing you everytime every single second
YOU ARE EVERYTHING THAT IVE EVER WISHED FOR
-i love the way you look into my eyes and tell me im so hot
-i love the way you whisper say 'i love you'
-i love the way you'd call me tweety
-i love the way you hug me so tight
-i love the way you'd play with me and tickle me till i let you kiss me
-i love the way we argue about the most silly stuffs
-i love the way you kiss me,baby your sweet kisses
-i love the way you care about me
-i love the way we do everything together
-i love the way you love me
and lastly...
♥I LOVE BEING YOUR SPECIAL GIRLFRIEND♥

"I was never inlove with someone else like you before.
i never had somebody waiting for me,cause you were all of my dreams come true.
and i was so enchanted to meet you"

its okay its alright if you didnt bought me any special gifts
because the most special and greatest gift that ive ever recieved
was your love,your heart,and you yourself

- As i sat on the chair,he was as usual playing with his friends
the moment he saw me,he waited a little while.
he came up to me gave me roses and said "Happy Valentines Days"
i couldn't help but to smile so happily
looking at his smile i could feel my heart beat even more faster.
after he left for his class, i told myself...
its going to be the best valentines day ever
why?
because i realized one thing, that ive got the best boyfriend in the whole world

thankyou so much for making valentines day a real special
and unforgettable day for us
i love the roses baby,i'll love you for eternity!
:)

its a love story

2011-02-11T17:06:00.003+08:00

Once I was all alone, you see

until you, the one true love,
came along and showed to me.

Something new the kind of true love I could only have for you.

You showed me true love I had never known before
never in a million years did I ever dream it would come true.

the dream of someone to love me as I love you.

Everytime I kiss you, something happens inside I can't explain.

my never-ending true love for you

For it is a true love that can only be shared between us, and baby it's true...

For you my true love runs very deep

that is why I want you to have my heart to protect and keep.

I love you more than life itself. more than words can ever say, baby.

I think about you for days, hours,
and minutes on end thinking of the next time we'll be together again.

I think about you constantly

that is how I know it must be true love,
you see All I ask in return is your never ending true love for me baby,

i love u so much

when i look at you

2011-02-04T23:07:00.010+08:00

Everybody needs inspiration,

Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.
Yeah, when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I look at you.
You, appear just like a dream to me.

your so amazing just for who you are
i love you baby,no doubt i will always just love you
its not what my mind's telling me that's important
but its what my heart's telling me
my heart tells me that i miss you whenever we are apart
that i love you so so much,and even more each day
i cant stop thinking about you,your always on my mind
i need you,each day every moment
and that, you'll be in my heart forever
im not really sure how does people see in the word 'forever'
but for me 'forever' is a pretty much strong word
its okay even if im not sure about what forever means
but one thing im pretty sure of,
is that my heart never lies.

whats comes around goes around

2011-02-04T12:42:00.005+08:00

when you think things are going pretty well
well thats a start,i say
but no matter how things can go well,you still somehow tend to remember
somethings that arent suppose to be in your mind
its not that you want to think about it,but it just somehow comes into your mind
as much as you want to forget it,but you cant
its not that you dont want to but your heart just cant
because its that one thing,that one thing that made your heart really so hurt
its hard,really hard but somehow we gotta look at the bright side
because things might change,and hopefully if we can be happy at all times
and those things that arent suppose to be inside or part of our memories
shouldnt even be inside our mind
we just gotta close our eyes,pray,and say...

tomorrow will be a better day,
and 5moredays

babyprince

2011-02-03T00:51:00.006+08:00

just reached home,very tired indeed but of course i couldn't forget to post
such an important post, let me begin it with...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOST AMAZING BOYFRIEND
IAN POON Y-SHENG

happy belated birthday babysweetness,i hope you enjoyed today:)
i love you long time and forever, i had such a great day with you today
with you and your family, aww i feel the love every single where!

baby i'll love you till the sky falls down
and when i say forever,forever i meant:)
i am really sorry for everything baby,and i meant it
i will never hurt your heart,but instead ill just protect and love it
with all the love i can give
loving you is the most beautiful that has ever happened to me
im so thankful to have found a guy like you
i dont think i need another wish anymore
because meeting someone like you is what ive always wished for

muahx *kisses and huggs* for my sweetest birthday boy

happy CNY everyone!
goodnightsss
x

female dog

2011-02-02T15:53:00.002+08:00

SHUT THE FUCK UP:)

deep in my heart

2011-02-01T22:15:00.003+08:00

Deep in my heart

I know there's only you
And right from the start I always knew
I never let go, Cause love you so
I want you for the rest of my life.
Some people search what seems to be a lifetime
To find a love like this
And here we are
With everything we wished for
I never felt such bliss.
There comes a chance in everyones life
And I beleive it won't happen twice
Now since I've felt the glory of love
I want spend forever
Deep in my heart I want you for the rest of my life.

" i love you babykins "
:)

my perfection

2011-01-31T17:24:00.002+08:00

you make my heart feel something its never felt before.
and everytime i see you,i fall Inlove a little bit more

when youre with me

2011-01-30T16:37:00.009+08:00

i feel the world revolves around us

your the only person in my mind,always i miss you,truly do
your the only one person i would never wanna loose
The first time I saw you, I knew it was true, I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do
because being with you are the happiest days of my life

babysweetness,you are the love:)

because butterflies are hard to catch, and now that ive caught you. i wont let go

2011-01-28T10:06:00.005+08:00

When the night has come and the day is done

I'm always thinking of you ,you are in the air
You are everywhere in the every thing I do
If I could keep this moment in time
if I could make you forever mine
Baby I'm lost in your love
from heaven above
You came to bring me up

With you I feel I could stay
in love forever and a day
When I walk alone ,through an empty home
I just can't stop thinking of you
do you feel the pain
Could it be the same
are you missing me too
I see your face when I close my eyes
I see a glimpse of your own paradise
you came from heaven above I'm lost in your love
Free as the wind you give me wings to fly
My boy I feel I could stay in love forever and a day

I feel that I could stay , In love forever and a day

Take me to your heart,and guide me to your guiding star
- your unconditional love

everyday i dream of you

2011-01-25T19:03:00.005+08:00

and for this year's birthday wish,
theres no other wish i would wish for except

"to be with you forever "

you are my love at first sight

i miss you like crazy

a thousand miles

2011-01-20T12:09:00.002+08:00

all i was just trying to do was just to make things easier
and to just make myself perfect for you
cant you see that baby? that im trying so really hard
wy dont you ask yourself
try one day to just see for yourself what im trying to do all while long
"im so afraid of the truths but what hurts the most is always the truth
i would rather cry over a truth than smile over a lie"

i'd never do anything to hurt you,but when you see me hurting
do you realise how pain and hurtful it is? do you?
just want you to know that i'd do anything for you,
ANYTHING
cause i believe in miracle, and miracle happens everyday
even if it doesnt,it will one day
one final day

"you told me i was pretty,when i looked like a mess. on that very moment,
i started believing that true love do exist and it exist in YOU"
i love you very much
if only you knew how much
and together,

your unconditionally love

2011-01-18T17:54:00.008+08:00

with no doubt

Staring at the moon so blue

Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream
but you saw me through
Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to guide me home and now
I'm in love

You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life
Living in a world so cold
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now

I'm in love,Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow,Here were we stand
we'll never be alone

♥ because you took my heart away with every breathe i take ♥

my sunshine,my babyprince,my forever
:)

firefly

2011-01-13T11:37:00.007+08:00

Could you forgive and learn how to forget?

but all i know right now is that,
i hope you feel the same way too
'and i wonder if i ever cross your mind,
because for me it happens all the time'

If you need me
I'll come running From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile
You smile I smile
Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
Cause baby,You smile I smile

lies...

2011-01-12T19:32:00.002+08:00

what lies are?

I see now,
what I couldn't see then.
Love is a lie,
lies are love.
Life is mystery,
A mystery,
That hasn't been solved.
Pain follows suit,
after much sorrow over what is lost.
Regret pulses through the Heart,
when all fights have been fought,
either won or lost.
Truth appears:
Love is a Lie,
Lies are Life,
Life is Mystery,

how does it feels for you,
when youve been lied to by one of the people you love?

sweetsixteeen

2011-01-11T20:20:00.002+08:00

16 THINGS GIRLS DON'T NOTICE

1) Girl may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep they always think about the boy they truly care about
2) Girl are more emotional then you think if they loved you at one point it takes them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with you
3) Girl go crazy over a boys smile ( :
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what uh...never mind....." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. you don't need to give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you
11) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something
12)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day
13)No guy can handle all his problems on his own He's just too stubborn to admit it
14)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them
15) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
16) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

my sugar rush

2011-01-11T19:03:00.005+08:00

hello:)

today's second day of sem3
and taylor's lakeside is getting packed! haha
ohwells tomorrow is wednesday means; "PINK DAY"
its a Baskin Robbbbbbbins day:)

You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush You are my Sugar Rush
Ain't nothing better baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush
Baby you're my Sugar Rush
I get weak and talk too much
You're the sweetest thing I ever tasted
Baby you're my Sugar Rush
I get weak and talk too much

hey boy,
:)

i wish...

2011-01-10T20:28:00.004+08:00

yeah,i really wish i could
despite all the things that has been happening recently
i really would love and appreciate if things would just stay
as happy as it is now.
no problems,no sadness,no arguments no nothing
how i wish,i guess its just a matter of time?
hopefully it is.
please tell me your alright,because i'll only be happy when you are
but look at the bright side my sunshine!
gloomy days are fading and sunshine's replacing:)

your a sweet pill:)

2011-01-09T17:37:00.003+08:00

guess what day is today?

99999999
oh how i used to love 9,and i am still loving it:)
"HAPPY ANNIVERSARY"
30 sweet loving ups and downs months with you
its like a dream come true, meeting you
you gave me true love that was impossible to find
i dont need to seek for a rainbow,
because whenever im with you i can see the rainbow in us
baby please believe me when i say forever,forever i meant
i love you,forever.to some people it may not exist
but forever exist in you
i love you baby prince

sorry for my mistakes,and your forgiven for you mistakes
enough of dramas,now lets start our 2011 with a new fresh loving start:)
our love story,is like a beautiful fairytale
dreams come true
i swear i'll love you right

happy anniversary my baby prince:)

thinking of you

2011-01-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I’ve only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh pretty boy, Say you love me too

goodnight babykins:)
xx

love the heart that hurts you,but never hurt the heart that loves you

2011-01-07T17:36:00.004+08:00

YOU
gave me true love that i have never felt before
your love is like a drug
a day without you is like a year without rain.
youve given me the heart, the one heart that's impossible to find
my fairytale wouldn't be complete, without you
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
so baby can i have this dance?:)

so glad i have found you, so glad to be yours
IM YOURS
im going to miss you so much my babyprince:(

cant take my eyes off you:)

2011-01-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found you stay
So let me love you baby
Let me love you

You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

x

♥ whoa oh oh oh oh

2011-01-05T17:05:00.003+08:00

Cause you're a pretty little windstorm
out on the boulevard Something like a sunset, oh you're a shooting star
And I might drive myself insane
If those lips aren't speakin my name
Cause I got some intuition, or maybe Im superstitious
But I think you're a pretty sweet pill
that Im swallowing down To counter this addiction
you've got me on a mission Tell me darling,
can I get a break somehow? How can I say no?
You can take up all my time
cause you're the only one
That can make a storm cloud break
Pulling up the sun And I cant get caught in the rain
Can I get your lips to speak my name?
Cause we only have one life The timing and the moment,
All seem so right So would you say you're mine?

OH LOVE LIKE WOE:)

yes, its true:)

i knew i loved you

2011-01-04T20:46:00.004+08:00

I know that it might sound

More than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only a sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for, I think I've found my way home
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

his my one in a million:)

wassup 2011!:)

2011-01-01T02:05:00.003+08:00

happy new year 2011!
have been watching GOSSIP GIRLS with my baby
ate fish and crab porridge
it was really tasty and delicious and yummy:)
then went to dome and had some ice blended coffee
then saw great fireworks at some place in penang.

ps:happy new yr baby tweety:)i love you
xoxo
ian poon

2011

2010-12-29T11:54:00.004+08:00

my new year's resolution:)

TO LOVE IAN FOREVER
to trust the boyfriend!
to correct every mistakes done
will NEVER look at guys
to play the H game more with him:)
to go to university
study hard and get all straight A's
will try not to argue with parents
will not fight with the lovable boyfriend
to be the sweetest girlfriend on earth:)

to be continued ...

yes,i love you yang:)

fireworks&butterflies

2010-12-28T14:25:00.004+08:00

His my forever,forever indeed
:)

keep holding on

2010-12-27T01:00:00.003+08:00

can we just pretend like nothing ever happened?
nothing ever made me cry,so many nights
so many sleepless nights,
nothing ever hurt me? especially by the one i love the most?
i just wish i could pretend as if nothing has ever happened

...

if i could just turn back time
turn back time and correct everything,
stop you from doing what you werent suppose to do
if i could, if i could just see and hear how does your heart feels when your with me
if we could just correct every mistakes we have done to each other
if i was given a chance to love somebody again,
it would be YOU,just you who i want
i wanna love you always,i wanna love you forever
with you,my heart feels so warm and loved
i dont wanna get rid of this feeling ever
i admit,im afraid of loosing you
im so weak,your the only person i woudnt wanna loose and give up on
nothing else ever matters to me but you.
because your one in a million like i said,
your the only one that matters to me the most
your impossible to find.

i wish you could tell me how does your heart feels when your with me
i wish you could let me know how happy i make you
how much love im showing to you
because im willing to give you the most and the best
i wish you could show me that everything is going to be alright
everything is done and everything will just stay the best always
i wish you could see how my heart feels for you
how much i need you,how much im missing you wherever were apart
even if its a second my heart doesnt feel complete without you
you comeplete me baby.

i wish you could look me into the eyes and tell me that you love me
and im the only one in your heart.
im so tired of everything,im so tired of hearing things i dont ever wanna hear
i just want our little perfect life back together like how it used to be
it maybe normal to you and to other people
but for me,its the most beautiful and perfect life ive ever had
your the best thing that my heart has ever loved
your the best thing that has ever happened into my life
with no doubt,i will erase every heartaches for you
i will cure them all and just love you and make you the happiest.
because this three words,are the words that means the most from me to you,
i love you
and i am really sorry for everything,i meant it
lets just start over again?my love

baby,its you

2010-12-23T03:44:00.003+08:00

sometimes somethings are never meant to be broken
but sometimes,somethings are
but when the time comes when your in so much pain
all you gotta do is just breathe,close your eyes,and pray
pray for everything to be better.
i close my eyes and pray
pray for you to see the love i have for you
because baby out of 287589726270572 billion guys in this world,
its YOU who my heart truly wants,its you who i want
its you who i wished for.
cant you see that baby? that im willing to have faith
to have a little faith in you
no matter how hard i try, i will never give up
because i know,i really know that
your worth everything

*better stop thinking about that shit,and that shit's shitty stuffs
it just seriously pollutes my mind
its like a virus, a deadly shit ass virus.
yeah,heck you are one.
i was never really this mean before but since you wanna be treated this way
you asked for it, well here's my two lovely words for you
FUCK YOU!

stop trying to steal other people's boyfriend&happiness
please bitch,the world doesnt revolve around you.
i think your the one who needs to get a LIFE!

goodnight
xx

shut up

2010-12-22T16:09:00.003+08:00

sometimes things are not as good or as perfect as how you wished for it to be

sometimes you gotta open your eyes and just see things clearly

sometimes you gotta suffer the pains that you have to go through

but then you'd realise that everything you have been through

or everything you have to go through is worthwhile.

its worth it,worth every single thing

and as for you,

TWO WORDS;

shut up

fuck off

i think you need to wake up!

♥

2010-12-20T16:49:00.003+08:00

Can you feel me
When I think about you
With every breath I take
Every minute
No matter what I do
My world is an empty place
Like I've been wondering the desert
For a thousand days
Don't know if it's a mirage
But I always see your face, baby

I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain

The stars are burning
I hear your voice in my mind
Can't you hear me calling
My heart is yearning
Like the ocean that's running dry
Catch me I'm falling
It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet
Won't you save me
There's gonna be a monsoon
When you get back to me
because a day without you,is like a year without rain
♥

my heart it beats,beats only for you

2010-12-19T21:45:00.001+08:00

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone
Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own
But what would it be without you?
I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope
This time I will be listening
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own
But what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is your's
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is your's

-my heart

speechless

2010-12-19T09:59:00.001+08:00

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
-lady gaga

6moredays till christmas!

fall for you

2010-12-17T15:47:00.003+08:00

i wish i could hold your hand,walk with you,
kiss you and tell you how beautiful you are to my heart
under these bright colourful lovely lights:)
you are the best of greatest thing that has ever happened in my life
,your one in a million

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because your impossible to find

baby, i'd fall for you all over again every minute,every second,every time

sleepless night

2010-12-17T01:15:00.006+08:00

cant seem to sleep.
too much thoughts going on in my head.
why cant all the problem just go away?seriously.
I never ever asked for any of this.
So why wont "it" just go?
Just leave me alone,leave us alone
but however he said the most sweetest and yet most beautiful phrase ive ever heard.
"yang i will protect your heart,i love you"
at that very moment, my heart just felt so warm and secure
its like as if i didnt have to worry about anything,anything at all
And it just really made my day.
I love you,i need you,i want you, always&forever.
You are my everything, my sunshine
yang i love you,ianpoony-sheng ♥

; 8moredays

2010-12-16T16:51:00.002+08:00

coming up;)
...

l.o.v.e

2010-12-15T19:14:00.005+08:00

You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before, she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?
she's not perfect - you aren't either,
and the two of you may never be perfect together.
But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,
and admit to being human and making mistakes,
hold onto her and give her the most you can.
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,
but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break her heart.
So don't hurt her, don't change her,
don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy,
let her know when she makes you mad,
and miss her when she's not there.

awww
♥

stickwithyou

2010-12-15T19:02:00.004+08:00

Your arms wrapped around me

i feel so safe and warm
your hand touches mine
and a sigh of love floats out my mouth
when I'm with you
its like life itself disappears
and nothing else matters
my head rests lightly on your chest
and i can hear your lovely heart beating...
when I'm with you

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu
You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu
-stickwithyou

dreams

2010-12-15T08:50:00.006+08:00

goodmorning,
my sunshine's still sleeping:( haha
off to college in awhile, but a short post first:)
ive been having weird dreams lately,they are scary and weird
i dont want those dreams to be in my dreams anymore,
i wish they could just go away,makes me feel so insecure about everything
why do i even have to dream about 'shitty stuffs'?
they should just shoo shoo away. so disgusting it, makes me sick!
and that is NO GOOD

but in the other hand,i guess this christmass would be really nice&sweet
hehe,wanna know why?...
soon,soon.you'll know *fingers crossed*
;)

toodles
x

我爱你。

2010-12-14T20:42:00.008+08:00

不爱你少，只有爱你更多的每一天，每一次。因为我的心里感到温暖和安全每次当你在我身边
♥

I don't say 'I love you' to get attention or to make conversation.
I say it to tell you you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.
'i love you'

11moredays
this christmas,im going to try to bake for you baby
hello kitty cupcakes, *tehee:)

nowplaying; today was a fairytale-taylor swift

twelve

2010-12-13T19:00:00.005+08:00

Love is when you close your eyes and all you see is him.
And when you open them, he's all you want to see.

countdown; 12moredays till christmas:)
nowplaying; Shontelle-T shirt

In a minute now, we're still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me so crazy, it's crazy, oh baby

And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style

We so in love, la, la, la, la
Yeah, we so in love, la-la, la, la, la
And I just can't get enough of your l-l-l-love
Yeah, that's all I'm thinking of, love, and I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up, oh boy, oh boy
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of

-baby love

hellokitty

2010-12-11T15:18:00.001+08:00

kitty kitty meow meow
hellokitty

coming up;)

cherry cherry boom boom

2010-12-11T13:47:00.005+08:00

cherrycherryboomboom
'eheh theres nothing else i can say'
:)

you shine like a star:)

2010-12-11T11:31:00.005+08:00

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

-mariah carey

prince charming:)

2010-12-11T01:05:00.005+08:00

hello:)
today was a really sweeeet day
bumped into van anh&jengliang at pavilion
drank bubble tea and watched RAPUNZEL with my prince charming:)
got to finally watched rapunzel, omg i want her hair:)
i had so much fun today with my sweeeet yangy
i love you so much baby:)
oh and btw,how can i forget?
"Happy 29months anniversary yangy"
love love love
goodnights
:)

sometimes

2010-12-07T16:59:00.002+08:00

You tell me, you're in love with me Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay But every time you come too close,
I move away I wanna believe in everything that you say 'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow There's things about me, you just have to know
Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time I don't wanna be so shy Every time that I'm alone,
I wonder why Hope that you will wait for me You'll see that you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say 'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow There's things about me, you just have to know
Come, just hang around and you'll see There's nowhere I'd rather be If you love me,
trust in me The way that I trust in you Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes
I'm scared of you All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night

-Sometimes

my only wish

2010-12-06T18:20:00.008+08:00

Santa can you hear me I have been so good this year

And all I want is one thing Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want just for me Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine cause I have been so good this year.
Can't be alone under the mistletoe He's all want and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want. just for me Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well hes all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.

-my only wish

you held me in your arms

2010-12-05T14:59:00.002+08:00

You take my breath away.
you touch me like no one else could ever do.
you hold me in your arms at night.
and we begin to kiss., a kiss that tells a story.
butterfly's flutting in my stomach. every time I see you.
your eyes are green and they get to me.
I love touching you, hugging you.
just being with you makes everything better.
I love you so much more than anything.
words can't speak of how I feel.
but I try to write them down.
to show someone what I feel toward you.
to show myself that I am in love with someone so great.
that this isn't just a dream, this is life.
my life went to downfall to an uprising.
because of you., you made me what I am right now.
It's a great feeling and I thank you for that.
thank you for everything you've ever done for me.

I have the most amazing boyfriend.
that treats me so good, I wouldn't want anyone else.
the only person I need is you right now with me.
holding me and kissing my lips for years to come hopefully.
I did tell you forever and ever.
I promise that, this might not make sense.
but this is what I'm feeling at this moment.
and felt like maybe I should write it down.
maybe even type it out on this website.
and make myself a believer that someone.
so great is out here and he's with me.

hi yangyy :)
just wanna let you know that i'll love you till the end
no matter what happens,you'll always be the one in my heart:)
you showed me the meaning of true love
you showed me how being inlove with you is a greatest thing in this world
its the most beautiful thing a heart can feel
and im so glad my heart got the chance to feel it
i appreciate everything youve done, but mostly i appreciate you:)
i'll keep believing, and i hope you'd do the same
because i wanna be the most perfect girl for you
i wanna be the best thing and most beautiful thing your heart will ever feel
your my forever, &4moredays honey:)

so sweet:')

back to december

2010-12-05T14:25:00.002+08:00

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

All the time

-Taylor Swift

my best, ian poon y-sheng :)

2010-12-02T14:45:00.006+08:00

one

two

three

four

baby loving you is the best thing ive ever done:)

your the best ive ever had,
i love this relationship so much that im not willing to give up:)
will never give you up,cause baby you are my everything
you are worth every single thing i have to go through
pls prove them wrong baby:)
lets just forget everything and start all over again:)
im going to be the best youve ever had:)
and i will be certain that i will be the best!
because im gonna do whatever it takes anything for you,
your love is growing on me,everyday,every single second
you took up the most space in my heart
and now that im so inlove with you
i will be the most beautiful thing you will ever have
i think you are my true love,
nope, i believe and i know that your my true love:)

i believe in love

2010-12-02T00:24:00.001+08:00

love is everywhere,love is all around:)
Lets just hope things stay as fine as it is now.
No more lies,no more thoughts,no more sadness.
Sadness has been into our lives for too long its time for you to go now sadness.happiness has to replace you now.happiness has to fit in now:) i believe that one person can be happy as long as you believe in every possibility the both of you can have:) i will just try to forget and erase everything from my mind.i believe your woth everything i have to go through. I love you only. Im so glad we had this talk today baby. Im the happiest girl on earth right now. I want you more than ever. Im so devoted to you, you give me the greatest love of all:)

x
first time blogging from my mama's iphone:)

i want you

2010-11-30T13:12:00.009+08:00

i miss you so much
i cant stop thinking about you
i hope your missing me too:(
i hope your thinking about me too:(

i cant bare with this feelings anymore
have you ever felt like your heart is aching
but you just have no idea how to heal the ache
how to get rid of the ache
because you know,deep inside you know that his the only one who can heal
his the only one who can get rid of that pain and aches your feeling
that special someone that's always been in your heart and will always be
they say 'you only fall inlove once'
but i think they are wrong
because everytime i see you i fall inlove,i fall inlove once again
again and again everytime your near everytime your there
i miss everything,i miss you,i miss everything about us
i dont know what i would wish for this christmas
but there's one this im sure to wish for, all i want is you,
i wish for everything to be alright
i wish for everything to be back to how it used to be
i wish for US i wish for YOU i wish for YOU&ME
please tell me everything's going to be alright?:(
all i want to hear are just those words
those three words that made me fall inlove with you so deeply.
'i love you'

your guardian angel

2010-11-29T21:20:00.013+08:00

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

cause you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

my weakness caused you pain, and im sorry
i wish i could read your mind
i wish i could make everything goes perfectly well
i wish for everything to be alright
i wanna believe your worth everything
that your worth every single pain i have to go through
you asked me to forget, and im trying so hard
but why wont you help me atleast?
why wont you help me forget?
people might think that everything's too late now
but for me,its still never too late
because i still keep believing
i believe in you, i believe in us
i believe that everything is going to be alright
i know as much as how stupid it may sound like
but you see, you mean so much to me that im willing to hear you out
im willing to accept your reasons even thou to some people it may sound really stupid
but for me i'll just believe,i'll believe it'll make sense.
i hope you know how i feel,how it feels
im not asking for anything else, but just for you to be honest
be honest with me,be honest in this relationship
is that too much to ask for?
i did everything for you,can you do atleast one thing for me?
i love you so much,thats why it hurts so much for me.
i gave you my heart, i trusted you with my heart
not for you to play with it,but just for you to love and make it important
i just wanna be the girl that you have always been telling me
not just like a fool
i wish you could look me into the eye,and tell me how much you truly love me
it'll make me feel so much better:(
all im trying to do all this while,was just to protect this relationship
i really really really do miss you:(
whats happening?:(

heartbeat

2010-11-29T10:39:00.003+08:00

i just really wanna erase everything
i wanna erase every doubts i have in my mind
why ist so hard?:(

in my heart,you shine like a star

2010-11-28T13:04:00.002+08:00

its not gonna be easy.its gonna be really hard,
and were gonna have to work at this everyday
but i wanna do that because i want you i want you forever,
you and me everyday.

always know that you shine in my heart brighter than anyone else
because after all these years,
after i catch your eye; my heart still skips a beat

love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed,
to those who still believe altough they've been betrayed,
to those who still need to love although they've been hurt before
and those who have the courage and faith to build trust back again

x

one in a million

2010-11-26T19:35:00.003+08:00

The minute you think of giving up, remember the reason why you held on so long.
he's not the only guy in the universe, but he's the only one that matters.
Love is when you close your eyes and all you see is him. And when you open them, he's all you want to see.

you may not be perfect,but for me your always perfect
when i close my eyes,its you i see

Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
♥

my heart.

2010-11-26T17:17:00.003+08:00

I may be just a teenager
With much to learn and discover
Even in love I’m no wiser
Still my feelings are growing deeper
I know love has bloomed like a flower
When in my heart only you seem to matter

I love you more each and every day,
Your so beautiful and perfect in every way,
My love for u will never delay,
I’ll never let go, not even for a day,

I’ll never leave you,
I’ll always be by your side,
To hold you and to protect you,
always making your day shine,

On new years day,
the day we first kissed,
is a beautiful day,
that I’ll never miss

I’ll cherish you for ever and ever,
I’ll protect you through any terror,
I’ll never make your heart tear,
I’ll only do the opposite and care.

i love you forever

that feeling

2010-11-26T11:06:00.007+08:00

i dont know what you told her that made her fell inlove with you so much
even though it'll hurt so much if i ever find out
but i'll just have to accept it, just one day
but there's one thing that i want you to know
she may say that she loves you and she can love u more than i do
but she can never love you more than i do
no one can ever love u like i do
you are everything to me,your love is so sweet and warm
everytime im near you everytime im right next to you
i feel my heart beat so fast,it beats so fast because it wants you badly
i wish you would know how much i truly love you
i wish you'd know how much i truly miss you each day without you
i wish you'd know how much i want you so much each time i dont see u
i wish you'd know how much you mean to me, how important u are to me

i have never felt like this ever before
and it is such a not nice but nice feeling.
its not a nice feeling because,i have never been cheated on like this before
its like a knife stabbing through my heart its so hard for me
so hard for me to accept that everything;s happening
as much as i want to forget,as much as i wanna erase everything in my mind
its just so hard but i know that,i gotta accept it
its just that it needs time to be healed,everything needs time
especially 'pains' but after all these years i realised that
i coudnt just give up on you just like that.
i coudnt and i woudnt,we have been thru so many things
and i cant just let go of that because of some girl.
sometimes whenever i feel the pain i never wanna show you tears
but everytime i control it,it just keeps wanting to drop
its so hard for me to feel this way
to feel sad,to feel hurt,to feel each pains,to feel like a loser
sometimes these thoughts keeps coming into my mind
thinking whether am being i such a bad girlfriend?
thinking whether if i mean anything to you anymore?
thinking whether are you really happy with me?
thinking that whether am i the only one in your heart?
thinking that do u really know how much you meant to me?
thinking whether have i showed you what you wanted to see in me?
thinking that whether you would treasure me forever?
thinking that did you really meant what you said to her?:(
it was so hurtful to know the truth,the things that you told her
even when you said that you didnt meant everything that u told her
seeing it from your own eyes hurts more than hearing it from someone else
now i know the pain,know i feel the pain:( i coudnt bare with the pain at all
i felt like slapping you on the face but, i coudnt even hurt you:(
your so important to me that i coudnt even hurt anything in you
not especially your heart. i feel like such a stupid loser:(

but loving you is a nice feeling because,
i have never loved anyone like this before
i have never showed anyone how much i truly love a person before
you are the first in my everything and you will be the last
its not that i know,its because i want you to be the last
you showed me the true meaning of love how sweet it is and how wonderful love can be
you said im your princess and that we'll live happily ever after
i know that happily ever after does not exist but i do know one thing for sure
i can make happily ever after exist for you
because i always just want us to be happy,always want YOU to be happy
i love you so so much that i cant ever describe it at all
your so important to me,you mean the world to me
i love you each day and i will love you each time
i will love you every single minute,every single second.
i will change for you, im willing to change and be the most perfect girl
that you will only always treasure in your heart and that you wont ever forget
i dont wanna be just replaced by some random girl
because baby i believe that you and i are everything
you and i is the meaning of true love
you and i is the only thing i always want and will always want forever
i'll always be there for you whenever you need me, even if its every single second
im willing to sacrifice anything for you,which i have did for you
im willing to show you more of how much i love you
im willing to, and i will. i promise and i swear to only love you with all my heart.
and you can never be replaced in my heart ever.

pls tell me you will never ever let me go?
pls tell me how much i mean to you?
pls tell me how much you want me?
pls tell me i can never be replaced in you heart ever?:(

i wanna waste every single time of my life with you
because believe that your worth it, your worth everything
i have never felt like this before the nicest feeling of love
its because of what you have told me
you told me that, 'you love me'
and thats how i started believing that true love do exist
and it exists in you
i really wanna believe that i could trust you again
i wanna believe in you.

x

fuck you

2010-11-25T22:54:00.000+08:00

omg just shut up and fuck off already
bloody hell.
'fuck you'

your not sorry- Taylor Swift

2010-11-25T20:39:00.003+08:00

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo

-Taylor Swift

just believe

2010-11-25T19:31:00.002+08:00

when you just thought that everything's going to be alright
that everything's going to be okay
and that everything will be back to how its suppose to be
but then theres a time, a time when you open your eyes
and realise that everythings not alright
everythings not okay,everythings not back as how it is suppose to be
as much as how much it hurts you
your still eager to know that truth because somehow u deserve to know
know whats been going on,and to know everything but the truth
because you trusted that person but that person just treated your heart like a trash
it hurts it really does hurts.everything hurts
no one is perfect,nothing is perfect
and so as saying 'sorry' isnt also the most perfect way of fixing everything
when you get hurt by your blinded love
sometimes you either gotta just fall or stand up for yourself

its going to be so hard to just smile and forget about everything
especially when these everything are the things that hurt you the most
but no matter how hard its going to be,
im willing to believe in you again
because i believe,i just keep believing that one day
i can win that trust back again and then everything would be alright.

chances

2010-11-23T22:56:00.002+08:00

lets just pretend that everything's going to be alright
no matter how hurtful the truth is
lets just pray hard for things to be better, yes?

all i wanna do is just smile
smile when even though it hurts
smile when even though im sad
smile when even though that you know everythings not okay
i need you, i want you, i dont think i can bare with all of these anymore
its just.... really hard for me feeling this way

PS: just stay?,stay and tell me that im your only one

emotions

2010-11-23T21:01:00.003+08:00

its so magical how things can happen in one time
what youve never expected,what youve never imagined
even though how hard it is for you, you still have that atleast
10%of not giving up, even when you know its hard
but you just pray and wish that everything's going to be okay
you will never give up on someone/something that you really want
your just going to aim on it until the day you realise
'oh,its not worth it'
its not what the things hurts the most
its the heart whats hurt the most
cause right here right now in my heart it says
'oh,your worth it'

i never imagined anything like this would happen ever before
but i guess, i have to face the reality
its hard, really hard but i gotta somehow learn to face people's mistakes
anyhow its just part of my life, cause YOU ARE PART OF MY LIFE
so when are you going ton realise that?
realise how much i mean to you?
letsjustforget&forgive,butitdoesntmeanthatmyheartishealed.

utter bullshits

2010-11-21T18:23:00.004+08:00

everything you said are all so fucking bullshit
even if you werent the one who started it,
it DOES NOT give you to right to fucking continue it
you know clearly that is a very wrong thing to do
people arent blaming you,people are blaming you both
you both think that i could be so stupid not to see?
and not to find out? well, i am not dumb
yea i guess your right, i have no right to say bad things about you
because i dont know what u have been through
but did u even know what i have been through either?
YOU DONT FREAKING KNOW
so wtf? i already have a life, it was actually a good life
until you came into that life and now its all ruined
you think your the only one whose tired and sick of everything?
well im sick of the both of you. sick of the lies that he has been telling me
im sick of everything.you have no idea how hurtful it is for me
why cant you just admit your mistakes?
your so full of bullshit, do u think i'd be happy so find out about this?
u think im fucking happy?
your not the only one in this world who has problems
and so that doesnt give you the right to flirt with TAKEN GUYS
there are so many guys out there who arent taken, so why not them?
why did you have to flirt back? WHY?
you said you didnt started it right? what bullshits are you saying
so what if you didnt started it, you still CONTINUED!
seriously its not our problem that your not over your ex
it doesnt give you the right to flirt with a guy whose in a relationship
YOUR JUST SO FUCKED UP!

i feel it

2010-11-20T09:02:00.009+08:00

have you ever felt like,

your wanting to get out of a hole so badly,but there is just no way out?

i dont know how to get out, get out from this pain

it was even harder than i thought it would be

i think i was kind of expecting that to happen for the second time?

and maybe now im still expecting it to happen

as much as i want it to be erased from my mind, from my heart

its just too hard to just do everything in a day

sometimes i keep thinking to myself before i go to bed everything,

was it really love what i have for him?

was it really love what he have for me?

what if i loose you?

what if you loose me?

what if i hurt you?

what if i get hurt by you?

what if your not there to wipe my tears away?

what if im not there to wipe your tears away?

even though as much as how much i love you,

my heart beat so fast, i could even barely breathe

you have to know that if you keep doing the same mistakes

over and over again, im sorry to say

but eventually i'll be running out of trust for you

and that will be the time, the time for me to go

all im asking for is just for you to be honest, honest with this relationship

its more than what i want its not too much to ask for

-The person you care for the most, is the person you'll let hurt you the most.

-Everyone says you only fall in love once.

That's not true because every time I see you, I fall in love all over again

i love you